I have always liked sad depressing music as weird as it sounds from AIC "Nutshell" to STP Half the Man I Used To Be and Radiohead Creep etc... it's just easier to relate to. This young man had talent but was pushed and pushed because of it by both management and his "friends". RIP, nonetheless I really do listen to a lot of his music as it's strangely enough therapeutic. I once wrote something about being homeless. It went something like "it's cold... so cold so fucking cold snots froze to my nostrils and forgot where it went from there but it's a shit feeling legit feeling like you have nothing and are homeless at 16 mothers on meth self destructing losing the house and so forth, can't go back so I went state to state trying to sell magazines even though I couldn't... because not only am I a shitty sells person but it didn't feel right. I moved back to my homestate and at 18 was putting exteriors on manufactured homes the only White guy laboring at the plant besides the supervisors and a steroid freak... anyhow I was mistaken for being a White man from Juarez Mexico because my Spanish was so good. Worked from 5AM to 8PM and actually loved it. Enough about all that and luckily most everyone straightened up in my family including mom though the family worries about my younger sister smoking fentanyl living under a tunnel and my older half brother basically derelict doing the same shit. My other siblings I'm so proud of. I could go way further back as far as when my depression really began but I'd rather not. Anyhow if anyone else feels down just play this in the background like lo fi or something because it helps me.
I have always liked sad depressing music as weird as it sounds from AIC "Nutshell" to STP Half the Man I Used To Be and Radiohead Creep etc... it's just easier to relate to. This young man had talent but was pushed and pushed because of it by both management and his "friends". RIP, nonetheless I really do listen to a lot of his music as it's strangely enough therapeutic. I once wrote something about being homeless. It went something like "it's cold... so cold so fucking cold snots froze to my nostrils and forgot where it went from there but it's a shit feeling legit feeling like you have nothing and are homeless at 16 mothers on meth self destructing losing the house and so forth, can't go back so I went state to state trying to sell magazines even though I couldn't... because not only am I a shitty sells person but it didn't feel right. I moved back to my homestate and at 18 was putting exteriors on manufactured homes the only White guy laboring at the plant besides the supervisors and a steroid freak... anyhow I was mistaken for being a White man from Juarez Mexico because my Spanish was so good. Worked from 5AM to 8PM and actually loved it. Enough about all that and luckily most everyone straightened up in my family including mom though the family worries about my younger sister smoking fentanyl living under a tunnel and my older half brother basically derelict doing the same shit. My other siblings I'm so proud of. I could go way further back as far as when my depression really began but I'd rather not. Anyhow if anyone else feels down just play this in the background like lo fi or something because it helps me.
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