This is too good to post here, but still here I am doing it. That said, this will alwys remind me of being a teenager in high school, taking a pull from the vodka bottle in some unclaimed locker I put a padlock on and used for these purposes, holding my pistol to my temple, imagining it was a real gun. It was just a c02 bb gun. And I knew that was stupid. But ot was a thing to do in that day. In that place. I was just filled with loathing and hatred. Well, that has not changed. And I have lots of real pistols now. But I value my own worthless life more now than I did then. And I don't drink that shitty "Kamchatka" vodka now. I don't think it's sold anymore. It was very cheap, and as a teenager, I could just buy it, along with cigarettes, from that liquor store in the neighborhood. It just took grabbing what I wanted, and giving the guy money. Much in the same way it does now. I started getting carded later in college when I was actually legal, which seemed funny. They don't card me much anymore. Having white in your shitty gross beard does that, I guess. Viva la hate. Not that that has anything to do with anything. But fuck you.