No, I mean I personally look for the "why" in where we are. I get who and what - its all pretty obvious. But why? To what extent? Is it all just as 'simple' as desert religion hating each other based on tribal warfare? Is everything a lie and we live in some strange purgatory of half truths and illusionary narrative? Sorry - the wife gave me an edible earlier and they make me think way too much, obv. Pain management is great though.