I (trans) don't want to fuck you (normal) but I want you to want to fuck me so I can reject you. So what I actually want is attention from the opposite gender so I feel like a normal person even though I mutilated myself. So I need you to pretend that I'm not a hideous goblin person and play into my fantasy of being a pretty woman who shoots down advances from men all day. When you lay it all out it really just sounds like mental illness huh?