Just commenting in a post that I want to save for later and read. I had a couple handles on reddit when GreatAWakening was going on, and helped to decode some of the clock stuff early. I lurked on the chans (yes, the Infinity one, not the shitbags over at half-cheng/chan) for quite a few years while much of this started. However, I dropped much of this because of how stressful it could be to a person and also can cause massive rifts with people that are close to you, simply because you are thinking on different lines than they are, and see things in a very different light.
I can't say whether the whole Q thing was real or not. However, what I do know, at least by your post, is that there isn't just one 'Neo' that took the 'red-pill'. There are millions and millions. Don't really want to put it in terms of the Matrix, but actually, it fits rather aptly, and many posters here will reply that 'Guess what? The Matrix was a documentary!;. Yea, I have taken that angle as well, and I would not really be surprised at this point.
As for what many of us have seen, learned, had 'revealed' to us, that is part of the difference between the exoteric, and esoteric. There is ignorance, and there is knowledge. Or as they saying goes: "Don't cast your pearls before swine'. Don't try to change the current status of the world. Don't try to push others into what you have seen, or learned. As you said OP, this is a Gift. In many ways it truly is. I was pretty far divided from any kind of faith before this started, and oddly enough, I've kinda come full circle, or at least dug far deeper into my racial, or ethnic roots and history. Both culturally and spiritually.
Thank you OP for the Admiral's Feast of White-pills.
I appreciate that, brother. I can never say that I put much stock in Q. There were moments where I became interested in the Q movement, but ultimately after some unmistakable predictions from 2017 didn't bear fruit I largely abandoned it. I've kept up with the 'narrative' in a loose way just from being at Voat, and now here. It was almost impossible to avoid being somewhat tuned into that loop just given the amount of activity the Q subs had there.
For me, once a person is woken up, that's where the next journey begins. I've seen it enough to know that, sometimes, knowledge can be dangerous. I've seen enough people take some of the things they've learned and use them like bricks to build some fairly devastating worldviews - to an extent that I thought to myself, 'You would have been better off without it.'
I think there is a time and a place when a person is ready, but we all need certain necessary structures in order for us to 'stay sane' during this craziness. Looking at your world and seeing nothing but the upside-down can be fairly traumatic. I know that for myself, I've had siblings, God, and a few people I'm close with here acting as a kind of network to both vent my frustrations, think through things, and stay rooted in existence. The danger with waking up out of any Matrix is that you could move from one directly to another.
Take care of yourself.
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