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This is an old Red Ice video from 2012 back when Henrik was doing the show solo and was more about interviews with people instead of him and his girlfriend/wife reading off the News of the Day and commenting on like Alex Jones and Mark Adams do.

This is an old Red Ice video from 2012 back when Henrik was doing the show solo and was more about interviews with people instead of him and his girlfriend/wife reading off the News of the Day and commenting on like Alex Jones and Mark Adams do.

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I'm not into that anymore at all.

So you are a monk essentially. It is a proud and long tradition. It also can be a bit lonely. Perhaps you can one day appreciate a girl or a LADY or maybe just a BROAD as a FRIEND who is not trying to connive you out of fruit smoothies although I do like them, it kinda sounds good right now. ;-) :-p <= emojis to help give you the emotional cues that are implicitly conveyed in my response

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yep, until I figure things out (forcing change of course) better. I NEVER get lonely (autistic you know). EVER. I'm ambivalent. WE (you and I) get along pretty well, I'm NOT hard to get along with, it's the COMPLICATIONS (smoothies, just leads to something that IS NOT). Aah, thanks...wink,,,plbbt (raspberry)...left indicator? Indicating as I "took" the preceding text. BUT, it could ALL end, JUST because you CHANGE your mind. I DEMAND routine(s). I am AGITATED by violation of my routines. It's NOT a power trip (OFTEN misunderstood) it's MY way. I have NO interest in "power". NONE. I just want SAMENESS, peace, comfort, ease...NOT thinking about (deciding) things that DO NOT matter to me (routine decisions) are things I DO NOT with to think about. Clothes? I wear basically the SAME thing EVERY day. Food? I eat basically the SAME few foods every day. etc. grad school (computer science) on FULL scholarship...eh? is what I use MY brain for. THAT does NOT interest MOST people. I don't care. PERHAPS WHY I NEVER get lonely. NOT in the cards for me.

Sex? BEEN there, DONE that. NOTHING to see. NOTHING to gain. PLENTY to LOSE. Same reasoning why I don't SKY DIVE.

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Sky dive, you are funny.

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damn I came back to edit. What I MEANT to say (about grad school thing) is people, in general, have NO interest in things that INTEREST me, yet EXPECT me to be interested in THEIR (pop culture) interests. which I usually (unless drinking) actually find moronic and other less than positive thoughts. PRETENDING you are something you are not ("BE NORMAL" (mom's advice)) IS NOT (experience) THE "best" way to go through life (DRAINING to the point of exhaustion sooner or later). Anyway so, dealing with people on long term plan doesn't work out for me (commitment, etc). AND they eventually RESENT it and ME and being stupid decide (some of them) they can HARM me (covertly). Like I'm LUCKY they ASSOCIATED with me in the FIRST place sort of thing (I guess). HOW DARE I be DIFFERENT than THEY assume.