Sky dive, you are funny.
damn I came back to edit. What I MEANT to say (about grad school thing) is people, in general, have NO interest in things that INTEREST me, yet EXPECT me to be interested in THEIR (pop culture) interests. which I usually (unless drinking) actually find moronic and other less than positive thoughts. PRETENDING you are something you are not ("BE NORMAL" (mom's advice)) IS NOT (experience) THE "best" way to go through life (DRAINING to the point of exhaustion sooner or later). Anyway so, dealing with people on long term plan doesn't work out for me (commitment, etc). AND they eventually RESENT it and ME and being stupid decide (some of them) they can HARM me (covertly). Like I'm LUCKY they ASSOCIATED with me in the FIRST place sort of thing (I guess). HOW DARE I be DIFFERENT than THEY assume.
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