ive been depressed my whole life, i cant talk with any family about, one sister just starts crying the other can never ahold of, dad, he just doesn't understand, mom is dead i'm not looking for advice dude, im just sharing. idk, ive really been open about it, this isnt something i haven't done before. in fact it helps its also why i been open my alcholism, do i get blowback... sure but i can punch back pretty fucking hard. maybe someone will read it and ask for help or whatever. Its happened on voat multiple times. Its why i get so pissed at that fucking place... i digress have a good day. https://youtu.be/NTWbVUUkWm4