But now i just keep it in my head, and drink it away to forget.
Far be from me to be qualified to offer advice, but as one who finally got tired of being depressed myself and using various like ways, at some point I suspect until you can find the strength and sobriety to battle your demons head on they will hold power over you. I wish you good fortune. Not luck, it's gonna take more than that.
ive been depressed my whole life, i cant talk with any family about, one sister just starts crying the other can never ahold of, dad, he just doesn't understand, mom is dead
i'm not looking for advice dude, im just sharing.
idk, ive really been open about it, this isnt something i haven't done before. in fact it helps its also why i been open my alcholism, do i get blowback... sure but i can punch back pretty fucking hard.
maybe someone will read it and ask for help or whatever. Its happened on voat multiple times. Its why i get so pissed at that fucking place... i digress
have a good day.
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