Sometimes I feel I got setup I mean this world, it feels like a shit test Take food for a start. We don't have to worry about getting eaten alive, most of the time. But more than half of the species on this planet have to worry about that on a daily basis, from bacterias to insects to mammals. Being eaten alive, often piece by piece, that's not very nice and at the same time it's pretty much standard procedure down here. Think about that, the creator, whoever or whatever that is, made it that way obviously. And from our own perspective, as humans, we have to kill to live, no choice, even if you go full vegan often at your own expense (food deficiencies) you have to kill veggies, there's no way around it, can't eat rocks. Of course you can dodge the killing by just buying, at the groceries or supermarket. But then you contributed to what? Worse. Somekind of network of industrial death camps for beings which often never saw the light of the sun. It's as if this world is bad, and when we try to render it better for ourselves we only end up shifting it from bad to worse. It's somehow inescapable, whatever you decide to do you end up getting yourself dirty one way or the other. Even when you don't do anything, you're guilty of not helping, not doing shit about it. And at the end of it you die, and you can't complain you killed thousands to live, and it's not like you really had a choice. Technically, we've all been sentenced to death and we're all stuck for a little while on that rock floating in the middle of nowhere that we call earth and that we can't escape, and it's not painless on top of that. Maybe, just maybe, we all did something very wrong at some point, and here we are.