Its probably best if you dont do them
They're awesome, but they take a lot away from you. I remember walking out of rehab amazed at all the colors I could see. It literally impacted how I saw the world, on a physical level.
Sure, you're never angry while you're high - but imagine going through the most sever OD symptoms and you're unable to find a vein that works. You've stuck yourself 50 times, but not made a clean hit on a vein. If you miss the vein, you get abscesses that can grow deep enough to show bone. So, hitting the vein is really fuckin' important - and you can't do it.
You can get angry if you are not high and dont have any
I made it a point to not really run out 'cause I ran out and that sucked. I was sick, seriously sick, when I didn't have any. Being dope sick ain't nothing nice!
My outfit attracted some attention. No police attention, so I decided to not pay at the pump and went in to pay at the counter (and get a drink). I didn't stop anywhere else and had to undo the top of my Nomex to get to my wallet, so I also took my helmet off. People looked at me funny, but nobody said anything. I got some double-takes in the limited traffic I experienced.
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