I seem to be more resistant to addiction that a lot of people it seems. After I had surgery on my intestines some years back I was prescribed vicodin and I got to enjoying the buzz, to a point where I was taking 20 of them every 4 to 6 hours. Then I had a seizure one day and I thought that usage has got to be part of it so i quit taking them and it didnt bother me. I don't want to be sitting on my couch at home one minute and the next thing I know is I am in some strange concrete room with five men holding me down and that is a mind fuck if there has ever been one. I fought them fuckers for a good ten minutes. Fuck them. They dont got to hold me down. There was one each on my arms and legs and head. That'll really piss a guy off.
I always tell people that if I'm ODing do NOT bring me back. Do NOT use Narcan on me!
If I'm ODing, I'm having the best high of my fucking life. Death don't scare me. Just let me enjoy my fucking high.
That and they tell me Narcan is like being hit by a bus. You go straight into withdrawals, complete and total withdrawals. Fuck that. Let me fucking die, thanks. Besides, who the fuck are they to make me live if I'm obviously risking death and very much aware that I'm risking death?!?
I have never had narcan, i dont think Ive even went through any kind of withdrawels
Oh, you'd know...
LOL You'd be like 99 or 100% certain!
Man... I miss getting high. The Suboxone takes away the physical craving and I couldn't get high if I wanted to - unless I stopped taking Suboxone for a few days, which would mean I'd go through withdrawal 'cause the body thinks it is getting opiates.
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