To be honest I've always strived to be a good person and try to do good things and only feed my world positive vibes, so when people would turn around and bad mouth it did hurt. But in adulthood I learned I was just a pussy apparently and that I should show no person kindness, I still can't be cold but I'll be damned if I give a fuck what anyone thinks now. I just want to live my life. To each their own but to be cruel and heartless makes one no better than a Jew. Don't get me wrong you don't owe anyone shit but it's nice if you have manners and common decency. But I'm a mutt trying to be something I never will be so feel free to ignore my ramblings.