Like I said I don't like to hurt others at all maybe emotionally sometimes but not physically since I've been on the recieving end and don't wish to be a hypocrite and act like the stupid assholes that abused me since then I would become the one I despise and that hate is reserved for others since I hate myself already more than you would ever know. So violence except for survival is not something I ever put on the list of shit that is acceptable for me unless a woman is threatened then caveman Shawn appears with a twitching left eye indicating shit is about to happen to the person in my face and when the adrenaline hits it's to strong and out of control and I don't let my control go even during sex, no kids proves that with never a condom just never let myself go wild like an animal or a moron that has 8 kids since he doesn't ever think. Also the reason for a 100 plus orgasms since my mind is fine tuned for a woman's pleasure. I'd rather yank one out later than risk the worst outcome pregnancy and child support then jail since I am not paying for a kid I wasn't married to the mother. Rather hold it in for a few hours and fuck the night away without a worry than drop a load then get the news she's expecting in a few months.