She used to have it all: someone to rebel against the family with, someone to prove she isn't racist, someone that gives her a reason to be mad about racism and to join the fight against white supremacy, someone to show she is "cool" and part of black culture, someone that understands and appreciates her use of ghetto slang, and on top of all that, she thought she was about to have a happy family and still get to live out that little part of her that has been there since she was a little girl, that part deep down in her genetics that always made her want a husband and kids and a nice little family. Too bad her white guilt overruled her natural biological programming.