This is what porn does to the brain. I’m 4 days strong into my NoFap 90-day cycle, which I can hopefully carry to April 21st. Eventually will come the hardcore pornographic dreams, but I’m waking up with an erection that can’t be karate chopped back into place, lifting more, eating less, and my pelvic area isn’t feeling so much as though it’s been hollowed out and filled with scar tissue. Pray for your man across the sea, my white brothers.