Hoh yeah. Went thru this shit, wound up at the chrysanthemum, went through that and it was me alone with one other ("entity")? Everything was red and warm and cozy and there was a little tiny white dot super far away with red orange an yellow days being emitted from it. Felt like I was home, then everything went black and I was reduced down to nothing but breathing. And that was the longest part. I was in the black for an eternity. Just breathing calmly. For a while after I felt like I was literally no more important than the air I breathe, then I realized how important the air we breathe is, and started working on reading a bunch of shit to holistically help heal and teach others. Soon it's all we will have
Thank you for the story. Sounds like it was a great trip. I have a couple questions about your trip if you don't mind. For comparative reasons.
it was me alone with one other ("entity")?
Do you know or suspect that it might have been female in origin? Did it communicate verbally or otherwise?
Felt like I was home
Did it feel like you had been there a million times before, but somehow you forget about it? Almost like it's where you are really from or belong?
I was reduced down to nothing but breathing
Were you aware of your actual body taking breaths? If so, did it feel like your body was/is foreign to you as a being/soul?
No pressure to answer just curious. I've done many DMT trips and have also watched a lot as well and there seems to be an awful lot of similarities between different peoples trips. I'm under the impression that this can't be coincidence.
The "entity" was only a presence, it was like it gently scooped my soul out of my body and carried it through the whole trip. I had no consciousness of having a body, and I couldn't say if it felt male or female, but it felt the way a parent would life a child from a crib and carry them around safely.
Felt like I had been there a million times and forgot, and in my way to the darkness I feel a message that was like "next time, stay longer" there were no words it was just a feeling of being wanted there longer than I had gotten to stay.
I wasn't really aware of having a body for a long time until I could feel myself coming down, and then it did feel pretty foreign. Kinda had to wait till I get settled enough to try to move or open my eyes when I started remembering who and where I was
next time, stay longer
Almost every time I get a similar message. Like I'm visiting old friends that I really miss and haven't seen in a long time. And everyone there including myself wants me to stay longer, but everyone knows I can't. And the real kicker is there is no one there with me. I never actually see anyone, but I can sense that they are there and it's amazing to be where you belong. Or so it seems while I'm there. Afterwards I can't seem to picture or describe anything about the place. I just know that when/if I go there again it will be amazing.
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