The "entity" was only a presence, it was like it gently scooped my soul out of my body and carried it through the whole trip. I had no consciousness of having a body, and I couldn't say if it felt male or female, but it felt the way a parent would life a child from a crib and carry them around safely.
Felt like I had been there a million times and forgot, and in my way to the darkness I feel a message that was like "next time, stay longer" there were no words it was just a feeling of being wanted there longer than I had gotten to stay.
I wasn't really aware of having a body for a long time until I could feel myself coming down, and then it did feel pretty foreign. Kinda had to wait till I get settled enough to try to move or open my eyes when I started remembering who and where I was
next time, stay longer
Almost every time I get a similar message. Like I'm visiting old friends that I really miss and haven't seen in a long time. And everyone there including myself wants me to stay longer, but everyone knows I can't. And the real kicker is there is no one there with me. I never actually see anyone, but I can sense that they are there and it's amazing to be where you belong. Or so it seems while I'm there. Afterwards I can't seem to picture or describe anything about the place. I just know that when/if I go there again it will be amazing.
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