Do you attend church? Good place to start
I've been thinking about it a lot lately. But I don't know anyone who goes to a church anymore. And I'm too anti-social to just start going to some church full of people I don't know when they likely all know each other. Besides, I'm not even a Christian anymore, I've just been thinking about going to try to make friends and meet women. I was raised Pentecostal, so I know a thing or two about Christianity. But after taking the jew pill I haven't quite been the same and I've come to believe that the bible, although it contains much historical, chronological, spiritual, and philosophical truths, is a jewish creation of manipulation and control. For sure the bible is at the very least merely an astro-theological literary hybrid, biblical texts are replete with characters, ideas, concepts, stories, etc. that are basically plagiarized from earlier religious traditions. I think that the jews are now intentionally making the prophecies written about in Revelations, Danial, etc. happen so that the vast majority of the Christians in the world can be more easily managed for the time being, and more easily gotten rid of with minimal resistance when the "end times" are decided upon by those jews on high. I could be mistaken though. Because there most definitely is a creator. I'm just not sure yet if that creator is benevolent, ambivalent, malevolent, or indifferent to human suffering altogether.
I understand a lotnof your concerns and misgivings. Without expounding on a huge bible study on you, I'll just simplify it by saying this:. If you study the Bible from cover to cover, you quickly discover that although God chose the Jews to be the vehicle.of His message, He did so not because they're some greater race, but because they were a deeply flawed and inherently evil people who ultimately killed and rejected their own Messiah. Afterwards, God as Jesus and John the Baptist said, the Lord is done with your shit and explained that the worship of Him never had anything to do with being a Jew, or being circumcised, or followed temple traditions. It's always been about faith.
If I might challenge you, please try rereading John. Reread it, and think of one thing; of Jesus Christ really was a jew himself, and not the physical incarnation of God, why would he spend his entire time telling them in particular why they're so evil and that they will never inherit the kingdom of God? Why are the majority of his miracles done for gentiles? God always wanted your heart. He doesn't care who you are. That's the true message of the gospel.
God bless, mate
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