Talking to god means he answers you. Otherwise you are just talking at god, or at the wall, it makes no difference. The idea that your judgement can come from god despite god not telling you what that his judgement is is retarded and nonsensical. You are basically saying that you will do whatever the fuck YOU want with zero consideration for what others think of it. At least you can be honest with yourself about it. The problem with that mentality is that everyone who thinks that way basically drifts into evil because they don't have any way of not drifting. You need to have input from outside perspectives in order to stay a course. By rejecting outside perspectives you blind yourself. If god gave you his perspective that would be different, but despite you making that claim that is not something that happens. A person with no ability to stay a course follows their emotions blindly. They go from one hedonistic pleasure to another. Each time letting go of another moral foundation gifted to them by their parents or society. Until they are entirely without morality and obsessed with pleasuring themselves.