Everyone has flaws. You are far better than many for knowing and acknowledging that you have them. Like a wise man knowing more and more how little they know, the wiser they get. I don't get the whole belief in God thing even though I was raised going to church. I have morality through logic, maybe wisdom and knowledge as well? I just believe I and pretty much anyone else are two dumb to actually know and I try my best to not be delusional. Now I'm talking about myself here and maybe you see/feel/sense things that I don't. Maybe you are privy to things I am not. Maybe some day this will change for me, but I doubt it as I think I've gotten over a crest of reflection. I do unlike many try to grow as a person as I get older. Here's something to reflect upon. Loving someone who is literally incapable of the same (psychopaths) who's brain literally works differently and doesn't allow it is suicide. There is a certain %, I think it's 2% that are full on psychopaths, and those in charge are a much higher percentage. It's easy to step on others when you don't have feelings.