No, it's not just you. The schools are full of it. Started really coming to a head in the 80s. A principal (after I left) at the elementary school I attended was a faggot. My 9th grade college English teacher was a faggot. Don't know what happened to the principal, but the teacher "left suddenly" a few years later when he had a car wreck, and the emergency personnel reported a young boy in the car with him at the time. Looked him up a few years ago, he's a registered sex offender now. This was in a very rural part of Ohio.