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I've been really busy, but I'm enjoying how this series has been going. We're going to mix it up a little bit, but that's because I've been super busy.

Try for two paragraphs, but it's okay if you can't.

Tell me something I don't know about the tanks used in the African campaign. I don't care if it's about Allied or Axis tanks. Tell me something obscure and interesting.

Hello! I've been really busy, but I'm enjoying how this series has been going. We're going to mix it up a little bit, but that's because I've been super busy. Try for two paragraphs, but it's okay if you can't. Tell me something I don't know about the tanks used in the African campaign. I don't care if it's about Allied or Axis tanks. Tell me something obscure and interesting.

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Well I don't think everyone can believe nor should they! I'm not one of those guys that believes if you don't believe you go to a hell. Long complicated storey.

As for remembering the pain of love, I do it hurts every day. I'm not sure it will ever stop. Its caused some problems in my marriage. I have fought hard against it. Over and Over and Over. A part of me died. I won't deny that. I almost did die. I would have chosen death if it had been an option.

Lol google is a pain, been living with that for 10+ years. They will make your life difficult any way they can. Anyway. I am off to bed. I have thought about some things tonight that bring quite a bit of pain. You have a good night Dr. Buddha. I wish you all the best.

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Enjoy your rest!

Doctor's orders. ;-)

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I should probably do that. However I am contemplating. So it will probably be a few hours before I actually sleep. Which really just means I am beating myself up if I had to be honest. This is something I need to do in order to get better. Its a sacred ritual. This job I have its a lot of money and its also a lot of me not being present for my kids. where is the line drawn. NO one knows. Its impossible to know. I often contemplate what it would be like it I was not around. I don't realistically consider these ideas. I Just wonder. I think many many things and most of them result in me thinking my current situation is the best for everyone. Even so. I am not smart enough or wise enough to raise these kids. Maybe someday I will figure it out.