If what you feel is real then what's the problem? At a primordial level, inputs from the outside are mere sensations, we must by necessity operate on an emotional level. Those emotions are what allow us to focus on things, make them stand out in relation to the other things. Objective limitations to testing reality are practical considerations that can be strategically controlled. That is to say, cost and resources are the only hinderance to these tests and validations which would amount to objective proof. You're guessing at the end of the day, no matter how informed you think your concept is. The feelings you claim to be immune from is the only reality distorting delusion going on here. I understand I am guessing as well, and my guesses literally come out of thin air, I am...experienced, my experience has never failed me. I trust my lying eyes.