I've done it about 20x back in 2008 for the first time. I only remember a few of my breakthroughs but it all went down like this. My first hit was done with my dealer so he could babysit me on my first trip. His idea, not mine. Nothing spectacular, just vivid colors. My following trips were similar, lots of complex geometry, blackness and colors. A few more hits, more of the same. Then one afternoon I took a big hit and everything changed.
Suddenly everything I experienced previously went from geometry and fractals to me being in a white room with some dude in robes waiting there to greet me. I thought I died. I could feel my body was mush, just skin and bones but I could open my eyes and see I wasn't dead. Closed them quickly and began my journey.
The robed figure was pointing down a corridor and motioned me to follow. I was just a ball of light energy and flew along to see other entities happily waving at me and walking around me in circles. They also appeared to be sitting at what I would describe as a control board. My intuition was telling me this control board was what we call reality and these things were in control of it. That was my first breakthrough.
The subsequent trips after were extrapolations of the previous. It picked up exactly where I left off. The beings that came to greet me each time were what others describe as the "machine elves". They had a mischievousness about them. Like little jokers. I recall wanting to see their faces but they would never reveal them. At one point when I was following, I said "Stop, I want to see what you look like" to which it stopped and showed me its arm. "No, I want to see your face" to which it would spin around and bow towards me, lifting its face off to expose complex gears inside it's head. I had a few more of these types of visions but I don't recall the lessons they were teaching me.
Then finally I had an experience with them which would change my perspective about all of this. Up to this point I had only assumed this is a fantastic hallucination but I quickly learned how wrong I was. I had just started a new series of jobs with my employer doing re-work at Mcdonalds on a night shift with a helper. The level of stress was unbelievable seeing the crew wasn't properly prepped for what was needed to be done. I had a ew guy with me and we worked all night to get finished before the store opened and I was scheduled to do another one the next day.
That afternoon before my night shift took another big hit and this is what happened. I was in a Mcdonalds and these entities were everywhere, doing what I do. They were running cables down the wall, carrying tools and material past me (holding up to their faces so I couldn't see them). They were like the little shoe maker elves from the children's story completing all my tasks for me while I just stood there and watched. It was amazing. I asked them, "Are you helping me?"
That night I rolled up to my job site. Stressed. Another shit night in store for me and I wasn't excited about it at all. Then it happened. The company vice president showed up with a crew of 7 guys from the head office in Toronto. It was about 2 am when I had my epiphany. Everyone was doing everything exactly like my trip that afternoon. My only job was to delegate as I watched everyone work around me, fishing cable down the walls, hauling material back and forth etc. It was surreal. Obviously, I couldn't say anything but I knew what was happening and I knew why. We banged off that store in a few hours, easy peasy 0 stress.
That's when I knew there is something to this and reality is not what you think. I continued to finish up the remaining DMT and had a few more trips but that is all I did. I have another story but I'll leave it there.
Thanks. I have also heard other recollections of machine elves and such. This explanation you’ve provided is slightly more helpful than others.
I guess I’m looking for a more macro-type of explanation. I don’t really believe the Bible word-for-word, but I believe in the overall Judeo-Christian framework of things, so I’d be interested in knowing how the two mesh. Does one justify the other? Do you get the feeling of overall benevolence? Do you sense a duality of heaven and hell? Of good and evil? Do you consider yourself a good person? I don’t. I see myself as roughly 50-50. I have done a lot of good deeds and saved lives a couple of times, but I’m also a meanspirited fuck who is unpleasant and misanthropic and I think about killing and maiming literally every day due to the environment I grew up in and the PTSD of my life. Do things like this as well as other “foibles” get forgiven? I’m hoping for my sake that they’re understood as pettiness in the grand scheme of things and part of the human condition by these higher beings?
> Do things like this as well as other “foibles” get forgiven?
I don't really have an answer for this. Do murderers and rapists get to come back for a re-do? Or do they get thrown straight into the lake of fire? Perhaps a bit of both.
This is what I got out of my trips. Your belief system defines what is waiting for you when you die. If you believe in Jesus, you will see Jesus. I believe in aliens and I believe the "bible" is just a misunderstanding. A little of "their" world interpreted by man on our world. 6 or 1/2 a dozen is the same thing. At the end of the day, the true reality is this, in my opinion. The Alpha and the Omega has always existed. The true nature of reality is it has always been there. Not our reality, thee reality outside of the big bang. That realm I experienced is the true reality. It just is what it is. Hard to comprehend when we are trapped in "time" and everything we do is governed by it. To us, there must be a beginning and an end, however, time is only an illusion.
Once you get past that and try to fathom reality has always been there, then you can accept a "god' of some sort. An intelligence. Whether or not it gets involved, I don't know. But if we are just a simulation, avatar, we are an extension of it. It permeates through us as a sentient wave of consciousness. We are god. God is having an objective view of itself through its creation of 'this' reality. We are just spirits having a human experience. You don't need to follow any scripture or religion because it's already coded into our dna. It's innate. Two rules. 1. Do no harm 2. Put someone before yourself. That's it.
On a deeper level, I believe reality is just a self-replicating, error correcting algorithm.
Haha I ended up posting a long ass comment too but there is just no quick, easy way to describe that experience. That shit is pure magic.
Yup. Words can never describe.
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