I'm just giving you some advice. It sounds like something a degenerate, nihilistic Jew standup comedian would've picked for a username. Maybe it's more a reflection of who you were when you joined Voat than who you are now, since at that time your exposure to Jewish pop culture would've been more influential on you (just a guess). If I were you I'd sieze this moment as a new user on a new site to make a better username. One that reflects better on you.