Boy is this tough. Her heart is still going strong and has normal blood pressure. The doc says it could be another week. She's not in pain anymore and is just on autopilot. It's unbelievably surreal to me that in another few days from now she won't be here. I've known her 50 years of my life, and she's been there for me through thick and thin. But this is the natural order of things and I must accept it, but man does it hurt.