My Father keeps on attempting to invite me holiday functions.
It really hurts. I wish he would stop.
I would absolutely forgive him if he just admitted it. But he just lies about it. Tells me he isn't good at texting.
It doesn't make any sense, how my vaccinated brother got invited to the 2021 thanksgiving, but he missed all my calls and texts.
He was willing to cut me out of his life at the time.
Now he wants me back.
I can't say anything has ever hurt like this before.
Knowing my Father, Loving Him, Hating Him, wanting to punish him by never seeing him again, but also wanting to say "I'm right and I told you so". And I just want to hug him again.
He isn't a bad man.
I just hate him, because he is just like me.
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