That's honestly what I'm afraid of. They'll come out with some new poison and I'll be in the same boat again. Or they'll update the flu shot and not make it widely known.
Feeling like I'm throwing away 10 years isn't an easy thing to do though. At this point I'm aware it's jewish interests, but I was hoping to get my retirement shekel and move on.
These past few years have mostly been me protecting those under me and to the side of me, while fucking those above me. It's the only reason I was willing to run programs like Motorcycle Safety, because it's gay and I have power to make it less gay if I lead it.
I forgot about the flu shot lol. That could be anything this year. And moderna is also working on a flu/clot shot/some cold virus “vaccine”.
Are the ones you’re protecting take the shot? If not we aren’t they getting out as fast as possible.
I tossed 7 or so years away. The people you think you are protecting don’t care about you, it’s just in your head and a guilty feeling.
I did the same, my slot was deleted but stuck around to “protect others” instead of taking a cushy job and would’ve felt guilty if I did leave. Then I noticed at every opportunity they’d take the easy way out if they got a chance with no cares.
That’s when I decided to take an easy job for roughly my last two years and within a 6 months everyone I knew and was “protecting” were either gone or had moved on and didn’t want to hang out anymore.
But the guilt will kill you if you have to take a vax.
There’s a book from an LT that was a navy corpsman during Vietnam, he was assigned to battalion of marines but went on every mission with the battalion or recon troops and wouldn’t stay on base because he believed he was the only one that could save the troops he’d gotten to know.
He got rotated out after 6 months to a hospital in Saigon and felt so guilty and basically worried himself sick and would cry constantly. He claimed he was overly harsh on the hospital staff since they could go out and have fun while others weren’t as fortunate and were in the jungle fighting.
It’s not survivors guilt, I can’t recall what he called it but once I read his book that’s when I decided to leave for my cushy job and not reenlist. He found out the troops he’d left were in capable hands and finally started feeling less guilty.
And I was experimented on without my consent and only recently found out. The vaccine they claimed was given to use to “save our lives” was experimental and canceled in phase 1 human trials over safety concerns. I was never notified, I found it online. Fuck them.
And if you know you’re helping the jew that’s all the more reason. There’s an amazing life awaiting you outside the military, you just have to take the leap and think about yourself instead of others.
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