I was similar before I knew. I used to play a song about the holocaust being fake to annoy my jew mom (I'm not a jew I was adopted), Rose Clouds of Holocaust by Death In June. She'd get so freaked out lol. I didn't realize it actually was fake back then, the reaction was just funny to me.
Do you still talk to her?
Yes lol.
How does she feel, depending on your political/historical opinions?
Dang, that's funny. Either she knew it was all a hoax or she believed it was entirely real in every way and you were just pressing that red button over and over. How was it like being raised in a jewish household? I'll have to give it a listen thank you for the suggestion
It was odd. I learned some things most never get to hear from them directly. I was told by my mom about some things like loxism, the fact jews run the media and make propaganda, but she still defends the holocaust. I can't tell if she thinks it's real or if she lies bc it gives them leverage over others. Probably the second one but she is gullible so idk. She brainwashed half the kids I knew with holocaust stuff. That was annoying. I was lucky to still grow up Christian because their family converted generations ago. I'm glad I didn't grow up with jew religion. They're gross. Luckily I never fit in with them. The ones I met through my mom that weren't her direct relatives were so distant and weird with me. I've heard that's a common issue for people adopted outside their race, they don't fit in with their adopted parents' culture. Eventually my mom dropped most of her jew friends because they kept trying to pressure her into accepting nonsense that she knows is just propaganda like LGBT, and their hate for non jews gets on her nerves. It's funny to me that many people who've not spent a lot of time around jews think it's bad to criticize them. What poal and other sites say about them is spot on.
that was a really interesting read, thank you for humoring me. thats wild! i remember when i was in highschool they bussed my class hours away to a fancy holocaust memorial where they had skin lamps made from jewish flesh, the meat hooks "nazis" put jews on to watch them die slowly, and a stack of cards of which every student would grab one and "'become"' one of the victims that died during the holocaust. The card had info of one of the millions of children who were taken from their parents and were forced to live in concentration camps where they lived tortured lives and if you were lucky, you died of starvation and werent tortured to death in experiments to the nazi party.
i was a devout believer of the holocaust for years, i couldn't imagine why or how they would lie about something like 6 million people dying. Now i know though. None of the rest of my family gets it though, i guess they cant put their feelings aside long enough to some simple math. I didnt get hit as hard by propaganda because my mom was "homeschooling me" and i was left alone with my own thoughts for years. I didnt have a hivemind to tap into like alot of students do that go to school. I spent alot of time in nature and meditating on top of small mountains and in general, isolated from society simply because we were in the countryside.
I'll some funny jewery with you since you shared some with me. My brother decided to get engaged to a black big eye roll. She's extra nice to us, she was actually so nice to me that i accidentally ended up pissing her off and we are not on talking terms anymore but I'll figure it out. Anyways, our grandparents are well off, and hang out with jews within their financial circle they vibe with. They have a very good relationship with my bro and invited him to dinner to introduce his fiance to their friends. When they get there, at some point, all my grandfolk's friends went to touch her black hair and or black skin. They were absolutely fascinated. She and my brother told me that story in absolute baffled amazment that people would just start grabbing hair and skin to get a closer look like "damn her blackness is real!"
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