You mated with an ape-like non-human species that is more genetically distant from you than Chihuahua's are from Gray Wolves. A species that never created a written language, developed agriculture, used anything beyond stone age tools, or even invented the wheel before being introduced to those inventions by other races. A species that is entirely incapable of functioning peacefully and productively in first-world societies as a group, and does nothing but leech off of and terrorize those around it for impulsive pleasure and short term pursuits, except when order is imposed upon it via force. [A species where the vast majority of negro children do not recognize themselves in a mirror at 6 years of age (72 months) when 100% of Aryan babies recognize themselves in the mirror at 24 months, with most of them recognizing themselves at 12-18 months.](https://www.broeschlab.ca/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/Broesch-et-al.-2011-Cultural-Variations-in-Children%E2%80%99s-Mirror-Self-Recognition.pdf) Then you raised the cross-breed children, destroying your Aryan lineage that took hundreds of thousands of years to create, ignoring the wisdom of the tale of Tower of Babel, objective genetic and behavioral science, crime statistics, and God's will. I would say that's pretty disgusting, disrespecting your ancestors and spitting in the eyes of God.