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Seriously, sometimes it feels like its too much at once, and i dont even know where to start to live my life. I try to be left alone, be Godly focussed, but now im starting to question everything, whether church is corrupt, whether pastors have hidden propaganda being shoved down my throat. In a weird schizo way, my quest for knowledge and truth has led me to internally question whether my own beliefs are true, and whether those beliefs could be corrupted by more nefarious players. But I know my beliefs to be true, so its my brain taking in outside stimulus, and doubting itself, even though I know my original intents were true. How do you guys do it?

Seriously, sometimes it feels like its too much at once, and i dont even know where to start to live my life. I try to be left alone, be Godly focussed, but now im starting to question everything, whether church is corrupt, whether pastors have hidden propaganda being shoved down my throat. In a weird schizo way, my quest for knowledge and truth has led me to internally question whether my own beliefs are true, and whether those beliefs could be corrupted by more nefarious players. But I know my beliefs to be true, so its my brain taking in outside stimulus, and doubting itself, even though I know my original intents were true. How do you guys do it?

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It’s difficult sometimes, but ignoring the circus and focusing on the things that matter will help immensely. Stop watching television and using social media. Stop using digital devices. Get a hobby. Read a book. Spend time with family. And realize that in a very real way your perception of the world around you is shaping that world. If you look at the world through a lens of depression and negativity, then negativity is what you will find.