Seriously, sometimes it feels like its too much at once, and i dont even know where to start to live my life. I try to be left alone, be Godly focussed, but now im starting to question everything, whether church is corrupt, whether pastors have hidden propaganda being shoved down my throat. In a weird schizo way, my quest for knowledge and truth has led me to internally question whether my own beliefs are true, and whether those beliefs could be corrupted by more nefarious players. But I know my beliefs to be true, so its my brain taking in outside stimulus, and doubting itself, even though I know my original intents were true. How do you guys do it?
Seriously, sometimes it feels like its too much at once, and i dont even know where to start to live my life. I try to be left alone, be Godly focussed, but now im starting to question everything, whether church is corrupt, whether pastors have hidden propaganda being shoved down my throat. In a weird schizo way, my quest for knowledge and truth has led me to internally question whether my own beliefs are true, and whether those beliefs could be corrupted by more nefarious players. But I know my beliefs to be true, so its my brain taking in outside stimulus, and doubting itself, even though I know my original intents were true. How do you guys do it?
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