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Seriously, sometimes it feels like its too much at once, and i dont even know where to start to live my life. I try to be left alone, be Godly focussed, but now im starting to question everything, whether church is corrupt, whether pastors have hidden propaganda being shoved down my throat. In a weird schizo way, my quest for knowledge and truth has led me to internally question whether my own beliefs are true, and whether those beliefs could be corrupted by more nefarious players. But I know my beliefs to be true, so its my brain taking in outside stimulus, and doubting itself, even though I know my original intents were true. How do you guys do it?

Seriously, sometimes it feels like its too much at once, and i dont even know where to start to live my life. I try to be left alone, be Godly focussed, but now im starting to question everything, whether church is corrupt, whether pastors have hidden propaganda being shoved down my throat. In a weird schizo way, my quest for knowledge and truth has led me to internally question whether my own beliefs are true, and whether those beliefs could be corrupted by more nefarious players. But I know my beliefs to be true, so its my brain taking in outside stimulus, and doubting itself, even though I know my original intents were true. How do you guys do it?

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I read the book series in 2010-2011 and they not only explained to me, in a most beautiful way, why the world looks like it does today. It explained to me why I am.

And also what is to come. I highly recommend reading them. They are profound, and will give you a sense of peace about it all.

As Anastasia says in the books at one point; "There will be birth pains into the new era"