You are cleary misrepresenting Christianity through your own interpretation of the Bible. If you seek the truth, the answer is Jesus Christ and only Jesus Christ. You can only know the truth after you have laid aside your own evil heart and been given a new heart via the Holy Spirit. John 8:31-32 Jesus was therefore saying to those Jews who had believed Him, " If you abide in My word, then you are truly disciples of Mine; and you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." John 3:3 Jesus answered and said unto him, "Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God." John 14:6 Jesus said to him, " I am the way, the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but through me." 1 Corinthians 2:14 But a natural man does not accept the things of the Spirit of God; for they are foolishness to him, and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually appraised. I pray that God grants you true salvation by giving your life unto Jesus, just as He did for you. Many blessings brother.