I'm conflicted about our future experiences (Bible) in my speculations. and particularly MY experience (duties) and what will it be like. But, things are going (seems like my ENTIRE life is now leading up to a logical point and purpose), there WAS a reason for everything I've gone through (except perhaps the SINS (my choice, deceived or not)). I don't even drink anymore. No urge, no need just went away (after some prayer). Too bad that didn't kick in my "super powers" (wasn't expecting that, just kidding).
I think we share a similar calling from the Holy Spirit experience. Everyone is called but I think only few will choose to answer.
I have cut out all forms of inebriation, including chocolate and caffeine, with no real explanation besides being moved to do so by the Spirit. Something is telling me that I will benefit from it not only from a physical health standpoint, but from an emotional resolve as we head to wherever this evil is trying to take us.
We are heading towards dark times; such as no nations have ever seen and I guess it's best to start denying self gratifying measures and rely upon God and His Son alone. We will need it.
May God lead you and bless you.
I was called BY NAME on TV. REALLY. Random thing, SAME program. More I Can't say.
For me? I have no idea. Not even sure (penance) if God even likes me. I just have a strange comfort. A serene feeling (never before in life) that whatever happens, it will be alright, as it should be, and that's good enough for me. Even if I get clobbered (all signs point to yes). I want goodness to win, I don NOT want to be evil, if I am (judgment), I want to be destroyed (ASAP) with a measure of mercy (no pain, i HATE pain and suffering, had PLENTY). No expense, no mess, as little inconvenience as a nobody can manage in leaving mortal existence.
I'm hoping for more DIRECT (and obvious) leadership and guidance from God. Perhaps he doesn't realize I've been damaged along the way? My communication circuits are perhaps inoperable or something. OR perhaps, I'm just a nobody and my fate was my own choosing based on my own ignorance and stupidity, and so be it.
Doesn't matter (coming events). For the first time in my life, I feel like it's all (my life experiences) making some sense.
God be with you (if he wants). God help you at least. Hopefully he communicates with you in a more literal/obvious way, than with myself.
(post is archived)