I had a similar experience but the more I embraced gay culture the more I realized there wasn't a single gay person I knew personally that wasn't horribly abused, and any trans I knew were horribly raped and gaslighted to hell and back. After reading some studies and hanging out on places like poal I started to see the big pictures. The nail in my libtard coffin was hearing 6million Jews died in the Holocaust all year every year only to do some math and discover if I just did a little research on the death stats of ww2 Jews didn't come even close to 6mill and theyre also sacrificed like offerings by their overlords to feed the propaganda machine