You’re feeling the way they want you to feel. They want you angry and anxious. When you’re in this state you can’t make good decisions plus there’s the added benefit of them getting a kick out of you being miserable. It seems hopeless, but it’s not. This guy has some great analysis, and maybe can put some things in perspective for you. I enjoy his updates a great deal. http://mileswmathis.com/updates.html