I second what and said.
Don't put your parents through dealing with your suicide. This hits pretty close to home since someone very close to me just tried to do this. He is in the hospital in the ICU right now and it makes you feel all the emotions- sadness, guilt, regret, anger, and you are left with so many questions that if the person actully dies might never be answered and even if they do might never be answered. It's hard to go through this and it's hard to watch the other people close to me go through this. I can assure you it does not make a sistuation easier.
I am sorry you are in a spot where you feel this is a good option and I pray you can get the help you need to see a purpose and drive for life.
Waiting on my H connect to go through... if it does, I have some xanax to add to the cocktail. At least I won't be put on life support.
I have literally no one and nobody to talk to. This is fucking dire. I wish I could just move to somewhere nicer but being on probation makes that a very difficult venture
Sorry about what happened to you breh... I hope my family will understand because my adult life(I am 26) has not been easy.
nobody to talk to
Talk to God.
I'm sure they won't.
Use this place as your sounding board if you have no one else.
But talk to someone, your family, a counciler/therapist, someone.
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