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I am in my late 20's, no prospects, schizophrenic. Live with my parents and it's going to be a while before I get any money.

How would you go out if you were in my situation? I dont even know how to fucking hang myself.

I am in my late 20's, no prospects, schizophrenic. Live with my parents and it's going to be a while before I get any money. How would you go out if you were in my situation? I dont even know how to fucking hang myself.

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[–] • 5 pts

If you haven't already, get help.
Not for the suicide part, for the schizophrenia. Therapy and medicines can definitely improve your situation. I'm not shilling for big pharma. There are options for you to get better. Try every one of them.

Also, keep posting here to let us know how you're doing.

[–] • 0 pt

you are very naive!!!

[–] • 1 pt

I believe he is as well. These state-funded "therapists" know nothing.

[–] • 0 pt

I don't know if I have tried every one of them, but dude I have been to 35+ psych wards, and none of them helped me. I have even gone to 2 long term psych group homes and neither one of them helped.

Listening to cops trying to bust down your door for hours each night gets old quick. It's like fucking do it already...

Drugs don't even help anymore. Weed just turns the volume up on the voices x10 and I don't want to do heroin or dope anymore.

I'm pretty sure my mother and half-sister are recently suffering from schizophrenia(like within the past few years), but moms think it's her neighbors and my sister thinks its somekind of spiritual entity... no help from either because of that.

I have been on forums my whole life, they were part of my social life. and Voat becoming the way it is recently just hits me that much harder... these forums are not that popular(wow I didn't expect my post to get this many comments...)

[–] • 1 pt

A buddy of mine was on meds for years until he decided he didn't need them anymore. A week later he hung himself in the garage. All of us he left behind, especially his wife and three kids, are fucked up over it. I'm not saying there's one silver bullet that will cure you but I have to think there's a combination of treatments that will mitigate things. Your mom and sister might not care but I guarantee there are others out there who would.

[–] • 0 pt

Maybe they weren't doing anything for him and that's why he stopped taking them... From what I learned in "group"(which really is going over such broad of topics that they don't help) I have been on 2 of the 3 latest anti-psychotic meds long-term and neither one of them did anything for me. Imagine hearing comments coming from every car that drives by you while walking on the sidewalk. That's what i deal with on a daily basis.

I might go to something long-term again but wow does it seem hopeless to me. I don't have much to leave behind. I don't interact with my parents much I doubt they would miss me. I used to have friends... the ones that arent dead or still on drugs are doing their own thing with their own families.

[–] • 2 pts

I'd paint myself like a football, hop out an airplane and land in a football stadium w/o pulling the ripcord. The media could then spend the next 3 months debating whether it was blackface or not. This way if you back out and pull the ripcord, everyone will call you racist, you'll be tossed out of society, so in the end you really will want to end up killing yourself.

On a real note though, don't kill yourself. If imaginary Mark wins then it was all for naught.

[–] • 2 pts

Perhaps you may find some solace in the pages of the book of St. Tarrant.

[–] • 0 pt

St. Tarrant.

info?

[–] • 1 pt

On a more serious note, demons are real, and could be the cause of your symptoms. Start praying to Jesus a lot and try getting exorcised. If you've tried everything else, why not explore this possibility?

[–] • 0 pt

Where would I even start to go to? I do not believe in organized religion, especially Christianity. I know the shit my dad watches on this channel "DayStar" is no joke and is Satanic in nature.

[–] • 0 pt

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[–] • 2 pts

I second what and said.

Don't put your parents through dealing with your suicide. This hits pretty close to home since someone very close to me just tried to do this. He is in the hospital in the ICU right now and it makes you feel all the emotions- sadness, guilt, regret, anger, and you are left with so many questions that if the person actully dies might never be answered and even if they do might never be answered. It's hard to go through this and it's hard to watch the other people close to me go through this. I can assure you it does not make a sistuation easier.

I am sorry you are in a spot where you feel this is a good option and I pray you can get the help you need to see a purpose and drive for life.

[–] • 0 pt (edited )

Waiting on my H connect to go through... if it does, I have some xanax to add to the cocktail. At least I won't be put on life support.

I have literally no one and nobody to talk to. This is fucking dire. I wish I could just move to somewhere nicer but being on probation makes that a very difficult venture

Sorry about what happened to you breh... I hope my family will understand because my adult life(I am 26) has not been easy.

[–] • 0 pt

nobody to talk to

Talk to God.

[–] • 0 pt

I'm sure they won't.

Use this place as your sounding board if you have no one else.
But talk to someone, your family, a counciler/therapist, someone.

[–] [deleted] • 2 pts

Don't kill yourself. It's pointless. Do something cool with your powers.

If you have no prospects then you have nothing to lose by doing whatever it is you want.

Granted, I don't know the extent of your schizophrenia, but I do know that what people often think of as a mental disorder is just a different way your brain handles information.

See if you can do something cool with your brain powers.

[–] • 0 pt

Dude maybe it is a way to contact the spiritual world... but most of the voices are bullies. I live in a pretty bad part of town, not the ghetto ghetto but I've got like 1 white neighbor below me in an entire apartment complex lol.

[–] [deleted] • 0 pt

Living in a place like that definitely doesn't help your mindset.

Yeah who knows? Maybe you can get in touch with aspects of your brain, or the world, others are incapable of.

Have you ever found the voices to be misunderstood? Are they bullies or are they just hurt and lashing out?

[–] • 1 pt

I used to be able to communicate with one particular spirit/voice quite frequently. She is gone now. Anyone in the mental health industry will tell you they are simply hallucinations of the mind.

[–] • 1 pt

Sucks man, sorry to hear you are thinking that way. If you ever need to talk or anything I can't do much but I can listen.

[–] [deleted] • 1 pt

Hey if you got no money, you have nothing to lose. Start a business...

Go to school, become a bigshot with a PhD in Safenology (its a thing!)

[–] • 0 pt

lol dude...

I would love my own business especially as I am a felon. I did hella well in school but I guess that doesn't translate to doing well in adult life.

[–] • 0 pt

bAbeS yOu cAn dO well... i think this ((("schizophrenia"))) you have is ratshit... you have energy, desire, intelligence... school is skewed for horny professors to give females way better grades than they deserve while ignoring logical men....

put your energy into something new and challenging... for example pick up a $50 electric violin on amazon, learn from youtube tutorials, its math rhythm tone, practice everyday for an hour, its also physical exercise... and becOMe a MASter, capiche!!!

[–] [deleted] • 0 pt

Actual school, not majoring in women studies and useless stuff, is a good thing. Get a BS MS or PhD and no one can ever take it away.

But even a PhD does not guaranty success.

In reality, your employment earned income should only be part of your total income. Investments should account for much of your total income.

[–] • 1 pt

I can go to school for free at pretty much any university... even the nice ones(Social Security Disability)... but I'm afraid my felonies will hold me back from getting a job in any nice workplace. Even with a 4year CompSci degree.

[–] • 1 pt

Bring a Muslim to a rooftop at least 100 feet high and then tell him of your faggotry.

[–] • 1 pt

I wouldn't commit suicide. You're going to hurt more people than yourself that way. You should seek treatment for the schizophrenia, too.

[–] • 1 pt

Bro.

No bro.

Seek help. No one wants you dead.

[–] • 1 pt

Id use a Israeli nuke on the temple mount

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