I was majorly messed up by high school and had lost hope in everyone.
I feel you. I went to four different high schools in five years.
What messed you up?
I went to 8 different schools between Kindergarten and grade 12, all moves none of them were to aging out of a school. It USED to bother me a lot, but I am glad for it now because I learned how to figure people out quickly, make friends quickly, and learn who was worth keeping as friends even if I was moving 1,000 miles away.
Moms death, father who wanted me dead, bad crowd of friends that were exclusively niggers and Mexicans, and a major faith crisis from leaving my church a few years prior that upended my entire sense of morality and right and wrong
Moms death, father who wanted me dead, bad crowd of friends that were exclusively niggers and Mexicans, and a major faith crisis from leaving my church a few years prior that upended my entire sense of morality and right and wrong
This is gonna sound kind of fucked up, but you should actually write a poem about it.
I'm not a poet. I took a few creative writing classes over the years, and one dude actually challenged me for 3 weeks to swap writing styles. He was a hard core poet/lyric writer. I am, well, was, a major short story writer. To say the stuff I put out was VERY bad is an understatement