Exercise. For me lately it's a hard phonk playlist, my weight bench, my treadmill, ab wheel, ab straps, pullup bar. I do HIIT and switch between lifting and cardio and various equipment. The weights were picked up for free on craigslist years ago and i paid 100 bucks for a quality treadmill from a fat chick moving cross country that was clearly never used. Also get a punching bag if you can. Channel your anger into technique and developing skill.
Positive vibes but I do these things angry. I used to do all these things to move forward and be someone who could help people.
I don’t feel anything more, lately, than to be able to crush my perceived “enemies.” I’m not helpful like I used to be. I’m mad and cutting people off. It’s not healthy. And I know it.
In that case. Try hot yoga. i'm dead ass serious. they have places that crank the temp up like a sauna. It works your body in a completely different fashion. The heat lets you zone out and just forget your problems. Plus it does wonders for complexion and skin. The stress relief you feel as well.
I’m paying attention. I’ll have to see if that’s available anywhere near me.
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