I threw my first one away, just like I threw the ring from that marriage away. In the end, neither were worth holding on to. I've got a keeper now and the ring to match. Don't hang on to the worthless things. Do good for yourself and keep you eyes, heart and mind open to finding one worth keeping and holding onto forever. They're hard to find if you still have reminders of the one that wasn't worth it. Best of luck to you, brother.