>> "May you live in interesting times." It was only a few years ago when I lived in obliviousness. I thought life was so boring, carefree, pointless. I sometimes daydream about what it would be like to be there again. Then I remember how exciting things are getting. The sadist in me looks forward to what is inevitably going to come. This has brought about a surreal purpose and a peace within. I think I may have finally found my Zen. It may be nice to think about what other points in history were like, but I think being a witness to the end is going to be magnificent.