perhaps one day. There are lots of accounts of TRT online that probably describe things better than I can. If you have a specific question, I may have an answer.
I just have never heard of it, and the "seeing through the Matrix" part sounds good to me!
The matrix reference was to the mental strengths blowing out whatever weakness was there. All the bullshit in my head evaporated over the first couple weeks. Depression, anxiety, adversion to social interaction. This is why they have been dropping mens average testosterone over the years across Western Civilization. They want the mental and social problems that come with weak, unrespectable men. Another aspect of the matrix was seeing society warp to your new gravity. I was a college at the time so lots of social encounters. You see how regular people treat you very well when they see physical strength. Both complete strangers and old friends. This is either because people are shallow, impressionable or default to instincts when they see a 6 foot 6, 250 pound muscled viking in their midst. Probably a bit of all three. You see how fake society, success, money, civilization is. White men with proper test can do anything in this world.
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