>I open my eyes and start to think of everyone everywhere all at once. All of the misery that I have brought into this world and unto my loved ones, either by being an asshole, or not being good enough. All the pain and suffering that I could have alleviated, but instead, I added to the general discontentment of the Universe by my actions. *** I do this too, it is a sign of an awake and compassionate mind. The universe is far greater than any one life and yet we strive to find a purpose within it. Remember even the search is worthwhile, you are a fragment of reality blessed with thought and sentience, all of your actions matter and will carry on in various ways.