This enrages and infuriates me.
Certainly not my intent.
I know it was not your intent, nor could you be blamed for my attitude.
I'm not certain anyone could actually be blamed for my attitude, other than myself, and possibly God for creating me as such.
It just makes me pissed off that people have real familial connections. The possibility of going to a Thanksgiving with cousins and Grandparents and Nephews and Nieces from both sides of the family.
It makes me uncomfortable that Family can be so easily discarded in some cases, and in other cases, people really stick it out.
Ironically, makes me miss my Step-Father a lot. He was a real ride-or-die motherfucker.
Well now, not everything was sunshine and roses for the entire time. Nor does my entire extended family keep in close contact. I keep in touch with a little more than half of my cousins, but I speak with my brothers every day.
I work with my brother and haven't spoken with him in two weeks.
I just live next to all these families that will not stop screaming at each other. But they're always around each other, ya know?
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