The protagonist can start to boubt his convictions when reading the suicide note.
For example at some point zipper tits will complain that whenever she tries to voice her concerns or displeasure with surgeries or hormones she gets censored. She gets frustrated and starts talking about how much harm the censorship is doing to her.
The protagonist then stops her to say that the censorship is a good thing because her anti trans feelings will get used to hurt other trans fags. That she is only one person who would benefit from free speech in this instance while thousands of trans fags would get hurt. Etc.
Then in the suicide note zipper tits will say that she found a support group of other zipper tits who all had the same experience. That there are hundreds of them but they were all censored so it looked like there were almost none. She will explain how she could have made changes as soon as she had doubts which would have made her life better but she didn't know because everything was censored. Now it is too late and she only has one way out. If only protagonist hadn't gaslit her she would have found the group earlier and made those changes.
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