Ego death. That's an interesting term. I didn't realize there was a clinical term for totally wasted. I was reading up on what ego death meant and I didn't realize it was a thing for people to aspire to. And to someone's point in the definitions one of the graces of meditation is trying to achieve that and or achieving that. I have taken ketamine at lower levels and I've had good experiences. I'm not going to lie I don't remember really any of it, it was so long ago. I don't really have a desire to indulge those cravings anymore the ones I had when I was younger. Drugs of course for me, just like I'm sure lots of people were away to escape from a challenging upbringing. But I think once I found other avenues of relief for my mind and motivation I walked away. I am curious about the Reformation of the brain. I'll read more into what you've sent me. I wonder if meditation could unlock that as well? And I don't mean the cutesy putsy mindfulness stuff but honest to God work. I do think you had talked about unblocking certain characteristics and traits in oneself by using psychedelics and I still do wonder if meditation could grab that too although once again full circle is there enough time in one's life to achieve those results, that's the big question.