The only reason doubt exists is because you manifested it yourself. You can see the outcome. You know the risks and you know yourself. Do not second guess yourself. Otherwise, you'll wonder why you never did anything.

All day.

Do it. You only live once.

Perhaps you are capable.

Maybe a better question is should you.

Yes

Well, it would make things incredibly awkward, which it already is, and you may lose your job. The reward would be huge though, so why not? I say go for it.